Lost In Beauty-

20.11.09

Finally i got one day which i can stay home to rest and not going to anywhere else and no need to wake up so early....
wow today wake up around 12+++then shower, then start watching drama shows.....
suddently i remember i havent start on my holiday homework xia.....
23, 24 , and 25 got band camp then must help my mother do her weird weird staff on friday...so totally no time doing it....
must start around december lah...
ai ya still got bbq ....
tmrw going to buy present for the sec 4 s with my section people...
really hope the sec 4 s like our presents....
they really teach me alots of things and i will never forget....
thanks alot xD

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18.11.09

okay...
long time never updates ....but anyway dont think anyone cares about that ....
hahas ....
exams are finished(long time ago)....
i know the streaming results alreadi....
not the class i want to go ....but its okay because i feel comfortable without ....(ya...dont want to offend anyone)i m taking POA and the A maths next year....
i think is because my the maths ok then science not good enough... so maybe a maths class would be better for my to survive.....
okay wat if think carefully .....i can do accounts....which is many people' s" dream class"
so i think if go appeal also no use one Lol....
ya...for the pass few days ...goin to acsj to teach the boys....
wow.....i witness with my eyes the new tenior saxophones and the baritone saxo....
can't belive myself that i m the first one to play the bari sax...after see our band member playing the new bass clar.....
wow ....its so easy to play...the low notes...amazing men.....
is made with gold and bronze.....mr wong say it is super expensive....
i can think of the price ya ....wat i m currently useing that bar saxo is$ 7000 ++.....
the acsj people really ....lucky xia ....they can use a new instrument stright away but they dont know how to take care then our band like no new instrument then some people dont know how to take care then still wants new instrument xia....(i never say is u hor)
anyway after busy with all the cca thingy ....and some lazyness....
must start work.....class bbq...hahas
em...ok currently wat i m thinking is to come to the school and collect the money from those people who wants to go.....
really hopes that as many people come is better lor cause we not only sepate leh...some transfer also.....
this is the last time to give them a good memorise of 2e5...in damai....
so i think is 14dollars ....
got to be troblesome cause i must go school and collect....nowadays going to school till veri xian alreadi lor......cause got band....farewell .....result...T.T....
no matter wat ending of to say that i will try to improve myself and get good relationships with others.....
just being a normal person and then let my life goes on.....
thanks for everyone who appear in my lfe before and hope from this periods onwards u will not involve with my life cause ur life are so complicate(i think i spell wrong)....
it make my life become WROST!!!!!

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11.9.09

after the history and geo exams....
having holidays....
xian....
never do home work at all....
but............
doing pw with friends and slack ...........
omg......i hope holiday will be longer...............
today, yes friday....
not feeling that well...
never go band ....
but go solo concert going on....
never go and bring back the score, then my junior no score for solo....
ai yo , then go see doctor.....
then later i will chong for homework..............
and my science......
but going to be end of the pw....
need to give marks to one another.....
then dont know must give how much ....
cause if give low, not only ms tay will ask,
she will also hated me more....
even though i totally feel that it is a misunderstand.....
but she do not want to accept other's comment easily ..............
and i really thnks that she thought that she understand me than anyone else ....
but actually i may say that itis totally wrong concept....
how am i going to change my bad image in her heart.....
percentage is 00000.000001%
so ,dont want to shout, say out anything
but really try to escape....
it well be fine
someone say it will be just like putting a tiger around me .....
but i still thinks that she destroy the friendship.....
she hated me..........
i still treat her as friend .....
but when shen come ,i dont know wat to say or wat to do to make her feel better............
but i know that i do more she will feel i more bad.....
but i trust myself.....
i will be fine...........
as long as i have a group of bestfriend behind and encourage me.....
it will be fine....................

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31.8.09

oh!oh!long time after my last post..reason is too busy...
i get internet addited somemore ....
this friday ,will be our history n geography end of year exam..
oh my god...
i havent revise yet....
really...
now too many things happen....
i cannot take it.....
but i cannot tell anyone because....
it may be unfair to someone eventhough itis not fair to me at first...
but anyway,i still got a group of friends supporting me !!!!
aiya... dont want to think of the sad things anymore....
today our school (i think all school)celebrate teachers day ,,
including me...
going back to primary school with my friend...
but our school release early then them so
i go home shower and change cloth first....
but when i want to go out....
trouble comes...
i hurry go out without taking my wallet n key
but with my phone in my hand..
so i call my mother for help...
since my money n bus card....
so mum tell me to borrow 10 dollar from next door
then haha going back to primary school...
but when we reach itis too late for us to go in...
wat can i do is to stand outside(poor thing)
then we go eat with teacher, saw school mates...
then talk talk then go library borrow english story bk(first time leh)
then go home n come to now ....
lol wat a died day ....
but i can see my best friend ....
i know that the world is still wonderful...

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25.2.09

Sorry that i have to write in chinese cause too many things in my heart , but i cannot share with anyone

There are many things happen in school .. After i become chairman i release that i actually dont have that ability to become a leader ... i not able to setter the things hapeen in class ,my results also go down, so what is the point of continuing to be a chairman ,juz because they say u can so i can be ? NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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19.2.09

Bong kang n Wu sen [ Taken by ruolan]

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